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An
example: on a sunny day in late autumn you're walking on the dike along
the Drongelen Canal near Drunen. The wind gusts over the water and makes
the reed along the banks bend over and over again, without ever giving
it a chance to straighten itself fully for even a moment. That's all.
You've
got to admit, a thing like that can hardly be called an event, but still
you remember that
moment many months afterwards as something appreciable. And that's what
you try to lay down in a haiku:
Before the reed
has
straightend itself
it
bends again.
Sometime
later still, you weigh that this image might possibly be considered as
a metaphor for one thing or another, even for 'life' itself, if you like.
But you're no longer thinking that as the author of the poem, that's what
you think as a reader, which is beside the question here.
That's
the whole story and that story is as simple as clear, except for one thing:
what renders a
seemingly trifling observation so significant as to make you write a haiku
about it?
In
the end the answer to that question is quite simple. The point is that
there is something to be observed and that there is something - an awareness
- to make that observation and that the one without the other is nothing
or even is not. To see the reed bend confirms your own existence and the
being seen of the bending reed confirms the existence of the wind and
the reed.
You
create
what
you observe.
What
you observe
creates
you.
That
notion is often embedded in your haiku, even though it usually is not
mentioned as such. Yet sometimes it is:
Just
standing a while
and
watching some clouds
and
being with what is.
So
a haiku describes, to affix a philosophical label to it, an existential
experience. You are part of reality as much as reality is part of you
and sometimes you witness that more emphatically than you normally do:
in the call of a curlew, in a long forgotten memory, in light glistening
in a drop, in a fleeting infatuation, in a sudden thought, in a vacuous
longing, in the bending of reed. And however factual you put such an experience
into words, however much you try to keep yourself as author out of the
picture you evoke, it's you who's framing the image, it's your experience
in your words. Tat twam asi - thou art it:
What
you say
is
what
you are.
Many
years afterwards. On a somewhat hazy day in July you're riding your bike
over the dike along the Drongelen Canal in the neighbourhood of Cromvoirt.
The reed, gently waving in a soft breeze, surprises you by carrying flowers.
The
waving of
the
tall reed, entwined by
flowering
hedge-bells.
Oh
yes, you're still around.
First
published in october 1996 in the Dutch four-monthly magazine Kortheidshalve,
devoted to short poems. Slightly abridged and translated by the author.
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